`+[~mii w0rLd isH in a t0taL daRknEss unlEss mIracle aPPeaRs......~]+`

what i feel now is korea,

i look upon my own country,

seek the true one i m lookin for,

i dun wan to b alone,

i nid a partner,

someone whom accept for who i m,

someone hu is able to gif mi all his love,

someone who is able to shove mi away from hurt,

somewhat,

i could feel i will nv find it here,

somewhat i tink i had to fly n leave to find the one,

i hate to leave my wonderful country,

i love here,

but what could i do,

all i could do is to adapt to the new country,

for i can do juz anything for love.

I wan 2 tell every1 that love is all abt giving n not wanting any return,

love him even though he loves u not or even do somthing which was unforgivable,

gif him all ur love,

one day when u r gone,

or even b4 u r gone,

he will feel ur love,

n gif ur love bck,

n bring it with u to ur other world,

so that u will no more feel alone,

do not blame him as all man does that too,

look beyond it,

n u will philosophically accept the truth one day.

Love is like this,

you gif but u dun get it bck.

i seemed to b someone hu had hurt some1 in my previous life,

resulting into mi feeling hurt out of the blue tish whole life.

What have i done last time i wan to noe,

what did i do to make mi deserve tish,

will i find the person who can gif mi status,

who can share my sobs,

share his humours,

protect mi wherever i may land,

safe mi within my darkness,

will i ever find him,

or will i not.

 

 

 

the main reason is a secret within mi n si lin so i cannot say

nx reason ish bcox anyway when i go band i m always happy

lolx...cox band rulez n music juz rox

 

 

haix...tish is disastrous i really feel veri pathetic lor

i hab been habing tish old problem back again....

i m now habing a tremendous headache n tish started

since aft my lunch dunno wad happen i tink probably i hab

not been habing enough sleep for the week lolx...

mon 3am- 8am

tues 1am- 10 am

wed 2am- 8am

thurs 1am-8am

fri-2am-8am

lets see...omg i m onli habing an average of 6.6 hpurs a day

i m not even sleeping for 8 hours i m really siao

 

 

my new goal ish to try to master machu picchu b4 we break for

exams i must definitely reach tish goal ...if not i will nv b able to

study or even sleep well...haix...i tink during exam period my hands

are really going to itch but i hope band do resume immediately after

our exams....

next goal to at least pass my grade 5 theory exam pathetic u noe i m really

being lazy now if these continues i tink i m really goin to fail my theory

i hab hardly memorise a single performance direction of the piano theory i m

done for tish time

to learn master korean language by nx year?!i hope so! 

 

 

yesterday we went to do project at cp there so sianz lor the stupid project

so troublesome some more muz do tish n that wad the hell lor but i still find

it quite interesting lolx :p but i still not veri happy lor yesterday...maya not here

then someone showing attitude bcox she got her friends to stand up for her then

her frenz still dare to say pple bad things but hor one of them so round round till

like a sotong ball then still so short still dare to say pple i tink that girl should go n

look into the mirror n see how see looks b4 critisizing pple really cannot stand that big

fat ass lor thing she like veri pretty like that but actually hor she wear like shit her taste

really veri bad lor everytime see her wear shorts n tee haix...i really pity n sympatise her

 

 

some1 requested for mi to put the neoprint lolx i will now

 

 

 

2dae i n si lin went out but actually we wanted to go kovan want then

unexpectedly we landed up goin to douby gaut n walk n watch movie

we went to watch the monster house n then so damn funny lo one of

the character really looked like nicholas....n there was one lin that says:

 

friend:don't look bck

then"nicholas" look back

the house started to look like a monster again

"nicholas": arghhh, i looked back

 

that one really veri lame lo then when the character wanted to shoot the ball the

ball ended up stuck in the rim funny lolx

 

 

we went to shop b4 the movie started we walk for abt 1 n a half hour but we

bought nth in the end i bought a notebk to put all the korean words i learnt

btw i learning korean now now i tink i noe a number of words liao... then wat

else ....we bought chih ren's bday present n nth else wad a pathetic shoppers

n we also took neoprints n it look quite nice....:)

 

todae was really fun lor...i didnt expect the whole bbq 2 b so fun

i had thought it was rather goin to b borin but it was quite interesting

the games were okay n then the strating of fire was really difficult lor

the fanning was making mi damn tiring but it was worth it cox at last

we made some delicious food like the satay the hotdogs the potatoe

wad else erms i can't remember but i find the chicken marinated like

they juz dump it into salt solution n marinate it....it was really salty

that's why i commented that i was eating a piece of salt....lolx....

really veri fun many photo taking then the sand burying the cat n her shit

o the dog n its vomit n shit also wad else the lying on the mat relaxing

watching the stars glow non- stop but actually hor there were hardly any stars

i tink tish day is really veri memorable...really lorx wad a great time i had but

1 more thing to add i tink i didnt act normally i tink i act veri siao girl lolx

pple forgive my craziness lolx that is temporary...but i tink it will b bck onli on some occasion

 

 

~ms wong

+mr tan

*mrs sim

^mr er

#mr lee

<n others teachers

`the alumnis for the games

|the seniors of cox